I have decided to take my own life through hanging.
I have tested to strangle myself to get the feel of it.
I took some painkillers a few minutes ago (100mg dexofen and 1500mg paracetamol), waiting for it to set in.
I have put up a webcam with a program that makes a dump every two seconds and put up an FTP where the images will go. I will post the IP:port and login right before i do it.
He wrote in later post: I am a guy, 21 years of age. Have a good life, studying, have my own apartment and good money from the government.
I have asperger syndrome/high functioning autism
I am exaggerated vulnerable emotionaly.
I have poor social skills and that have made me a lonely person.
I think i had fairly good upbringing even though i had problems at school.
It makes no sense i want to kill myself? No i know smiley with tongue
Last post was: I am starting to feel im changing my mind so i have to hurry up. and then he hanged himself
And this was his last post on facebook wich is also removed ofcourse
Im sitting here now and Im going to kill myself.
I wonder where Ill end up
Perhaps life was a test to see how long one can endure?
If Im reborn I hope atleast I wont be born in this time (and not before either)
or on this planet.
Love my whole family more than anything, but honestly I cant live for someone elses sake
I dont think my life is bad at all, its actually really good.
But sometimes its just too hard.
Cant write any more now.